Popular fashion designer Saisha Shinde, whi is one of the contestants in Kangana Ranaut‘s controversial reality show Lock Upp, has revealed during Wednesday’s episode that she has a soft corner for co-contestant and opposite team member Munawar Faruqui.
Poonam Pandey was given a secret daring task which required her to steal personal belongings of opposite team members and hand it over to the jail guard. Her task was written in a letter. She managed to steal the items but couldn’t manage secrecy has a few members saw her handing over the things to the guard.
The guard handed over that letter to Saisha Shinde to re-affirm what was written in the letter about the task given to Poonam Pandey.
Munawar Faruqui asks Saisha about what’s written in the letter and she tells him. However, Munawar insists her to read out the entire contents of the letter but Saisha refuses and says, “You don’t trust me that’s why you are asking me to read out the letter word by word.”
Sara blasts Saisha for telling Munawar about what’s written in the letter and a huge fight breaks out during which Tehseen Poonawalla says ‘akkal badi ya bhains.’
Hurt Saisha Shinde went to the smoking zone and cries her heart out while pleading to let her go home.
Saisha Shinde has feelings for Munawar Faruqui
Sara and Saesha then hug each other and end the heated argument. Saisha then tells Sara, “I am just going to be stone-cold. I don’t want these accusations of going softer towards the orange team.”
Saisha then shares with Sara that she has feelings for Munawar Faruqui.
“I don’t know why but I am having a soft spot for Munawar.” Sara asks, “You have?” To which Saisha responded, “I do. I am just feeling for him. If I take a decision keeping him in mind then it’s not my fault because I know that is only going to be one way, it’s never going to be two-way.”
Sara said, “Right. Yes, it’s never going to be two-way.”
Sara then asked Saisha if Munawar is aware of her feelings. Saisha replied, “No, nobody knows. No one can know and nobody should know.”
Sara called it “cute and adorable” but Saisha cried and said, “No, it’s painful because I know there is nothing.”
Sara then tells Saisha, “I am your friend and I am telling you that it will never happen.”
Meanwhile, in a recent episode, she opened up about how she was mentally abused by her ex-boyfriend.
Saisha Shinde, Poonam Pandey and Payal Rohatgi were speaking their hearts out about their past relationships. Poonam Pandey revealed how her ex-husband Sam Bombay used to thrash her like a ‘dog’.
Saisha Shinde opens up on ‘mental abuse by ex-BF’
Sharing a similar experience, Saisha Shinde said she too was a victim of mental abuse.
“Even I was abused in a relationship but it wasn’t physical, it was mental abuse on another level. He made me feel like I am sht. He used to stand outside my door and just wait thinking that someone will come and I’ll cheat on him,” she said.
“And, let’s say if I cheat on him, he’ll catch me red-handed and he will use it against me. He used to climb on the terrace, go on the pipeline, stand on the pipeline, open the blinders of the bathroom and see slowly if I am mast*, to use that against me,” she added.
Payal Rohatgi asked Saisha, “Why can’t you mast*****?” To this, she replied, “Because that’s the reason then that I don’t want to have sx with him. Back then, I thought maybe he was saying the right thing but I was never happy in there.”
“Physically, I was never happy at all. I used to always wonder, ‘kya mujhe samajh hi nahin aa raha hai’ because I was a woman inside who was having s*x with a gay man. Obviously, something was wrong but I told myself that I am gay only.”
Lock Upp contestants
Lock Upp streams on MX Player and ALTBalaji. Celebrities who are locked up inside Kangana’s jail are comedian Munawar Faruqui, TV star Kaaranvir Bohra, actor Nisha Rawal, model Poonam Pandey, TV actress Sara Khan, popular actress Payal Rohatgi, fashion designer Saisha Shinde, political analyst Tehseen Poonawala, Shivam Sharma, Siddharth Sharma, wrestler Babita Phogat and social media influencer Anjali Arora.
Self-styled godman Swami Chakrapani has been eliminated from Lock Upp.