Popular fashion designer Saisha Shinde is currently participating in Kangana Ranaut‘s controversial reality show Lock Upp. In a recent episode, she opened up about how she was mentally abused by her ex-boyfriend.
Saisha Shinde, Poonam Pandey and Payal Rohatgi were speaking their hearts out about their past relationships. Poonam Pandey revealed how her ex-husband Sam Bombay used to thrash her like a ‘dog’.
Saisha Shinde opens up on ‘mental abuse by ex-BF’
Sharing a similar experience, Saisha Shinde said she too was a victim of mental abuse.
“Even I was abused in a relationship but it wasn’t physical, it was mental abuse on another level. He made me feel like I am sht. He used to stand outside my door and just wait thinking that someone will come and I’ll cheat on him,” she said.
“And, let’s say if I cheat on him, he’ll catch me red-handed and he will use it against me. He used to climb on the terrace, go on the pipeline, stand on the pipeline, open the blinders of the bathroom and see slowly if I am mast*, to use that against me,” she added.
Payal Rohatgi asked Saisha, “Why can’t you mast*****?” To this, she replied, “Because that’s the reason then that I don’t want to have sx with him. Back then, I thought maybe he was saying the right thing but I was never happy in there.”
“Physically, I was never happy at all. I used to always wonder, ‘kya mujhe samajh hi nahin aa raha hai’ because I was a woman inside who was having s*x with a gay man. Obviously, something was wrong but I told myself that I am gay only.”
Lock Upp contestants
Lock Upp streams on MX Player and ALTBalaji. Celebrities who are locked up inside Kangana’s jail are comedian Munawar Faruqui, TV star Kaaranvir Bohra, actor Nisha Rawal, model Poonam Pandey, TV actress Sara Khan, popular actress Payal Rohatgi, fashion designer Saisha Shinde, political analyst Tehseen Poonawala, Shivam Sharma, Siddharth Sharma, wrestler Babita Phogat and social media influencer Anjali Arora.
Self-styled godman Swami Chakrapani has been eliminated from Lock Upp.